F0Ll0W L@ T3m0YO..(O_o)

~~aq xmau study dh~~

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temoyo xmau blajar dh...=(.....temoyo xleh nk pick up dh...temoyo xleh nk tumpu.....tmbahan plak temoyo dh xsuka dgn situasi skarang....mcm2 msalah yg mnimpa temoyo....temoyo xska hdup cm ni....tlong la...sapa la yg bleh tlong temoyo lpaskn smua ni..temoyo dirantai dgn msalah yg sememangnya smua org xtau....

temoyo xtau nk cita kt sapa....even kt noman skali pon..temoyo xmau tnjukkn pa yg ada kt dlm hti temoyo..sbb temoyo xtau nk cita mcm mna...pg2 buta temoyo wt krja smbil mnangis....temoyo trbyang arwah mak bgun pg2 ktuk pntu blik temoyo smbil suh ttup lmpu...tp bkn 2 ja mslah temoyo....byk lg....

ayah.........andai kta prangai ayh semcm msa mak ada kn bestt.....dia xmcm ni...dia xmalu ka....tp aq malu...aq nk kuar dri kpompong mslh ni...sapa yg mgerti skarang???noman pon xkn mmahami aq wlaupon dia slalu mndgr mslh yg mnimpa aq....xkn aq nk cita kt ibu???tlong la.....aq sndri hdup mcm trkontang-kanting...

n for FAIZ....aq xmrh ang pon...td ang ckp dgn aq pon aq jd mcm dh lps beban ckit...ang nk tau x....aq duk diam pas ang ckp sbb aq than air mata....aq xmau jtuh air mataku dpn ampa...aq trbuku mcm2 mslh dlm htiku...bb 2 aq xmau sek dh.....aq xtau nk setel sorg2...ok now aq dh kt umh...n skrang aq dh mnitis air mata...aq rsa cm xlayak ja kwn dgn ampa...bb ampa pndai2...xmcm aq...aq dh la mls...bengab plk...aq slalu gduh dgn ayh aq...nk p sek pon gduh dlu...cma dpn ampa ja ampa xnmpk...knp hdop aq xmcm dlu...td blik naek mtor aq hmpir2 brtembung dgn lori..mybe bab aq ralik kot duk pkir sai hdop aq...

YA ALLAH!!!!sapa aq sbenarnya???pa hikmah kau wt aq mcm ni..???knp Kau tidk ttnjukkn scara trusn di dpn aq sja......aq dh serik hdop cm ni........aq dh xdk mo0d nk study....





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